Post Mortem... Huh?

Salam..

Things have been so busy, so I'm really, really sorry if anyone got dissappointed with my lack of updates, and please don't be upset if I haven't commented on your blogs these past few weeks..

Actually my group has already submitted our design project on Monday, and the presentation was done on Wednesday.. Report-wise, at that time I was oh-so-glad to finally submit it. We've gone through a lot of hurdles, things that had shaken me up, questioned myself and reevaluate my priorities.. What to do when you have to choose between a friend and your responsibility? I admit that I was very lax while dealing with that, because it's just not in my nature to hurt someone intentionally, more so when said person is already in an emotional breakdown him/herself. And I know that some of my friends are angry that I was being too nice..

Truthfully, I don't know what to say or do.. A lot of my anger is not my own (at first), but comes from other people who are forced to go out of their way to be able to meet the deadline.. And it's not like I didn't have to, I did.. But I just couldn't scold or marah-marah somebody. Haiz, that's why people said being too nice is a problem. And then, I was in limbo for a few stretches of days, evaluating the pros and cons, and at the same time trying to finish up the work.. And balance the act of keeping the smile on my face, and feeling like crying coz I've been pushed up a corner..

*sigh*

Then comes the presentation day.. To say it bluntly, it was like a blow to my face. I expected the questions and probes, but I never expected the incident that happen. Safe to say that we are all very sad and dissappointed.. I was sad and dissappointed. I know that the seed of the incident comes from our own mistakes, but we never thought that it would get that bad, and that out of hand.. =((

*sob*

But thinking from another side, yes, it's better to make mistakes like this here (as in now) then when we're working. Quoting someone,

"Takpela you all kena sekarang, you all masih student, tak ada reputation lagi... Kalau ada kesalahan yang kamu buat pun, masih ada masa untuk diperbaiki..."

And thinking about that, it is very true.. I'd like to think of it this way, if you do make mistakes now, at least you are aware of it, and you can learn from it, and it would likely stay with you forever. After all, incidents like that are hard to forget. So, in the coming future, you can take a leaf out of those ego-bruising moments and make sure it won't happen again.

After all, at that time, you do have a reputation to take care of, right?

=)

Oh well, I really do think I'm like a pregnent woman, each day having dozens of mood swings.. Haha..

Anyway, really got to get back to work soon.. There's the correction to make and compile into the final report, thesis presentation to prepare for, iCon and SuperPro simulation assignments to take care of, and Management individual project to finish, all due next week.. To add to that, we;ll have an exam next week. Then, will need to submit thesis report.. And let's not forget the final exams..

So, take care everyone!! Once I get everything in order, will resume my previous blog-hopping-and-commenting procedure, ok?

Thanks anyway for reading..
Have fun doing the assignments and what-nots!

=)

PS : Miss teddy, the raya post? Hehe.. I will try to update about that yea.. Hehe.. But later, can? LoL.. Jgn bw pisau ok.. =p