It's been a whirlwind of a week, with a lot happening and things to be done. And I was so happy that things have been mending itself at last. But, it all comes down to one thing in the end, when the roots are already shaky, the tree itself could never stay upright for long.
It's funny, coz when you think everything is going ok, it bounces back to where it all started. And truth to say, I'm tired of it.
Gosh, why must I always talk about depressing things in my posts these days??
Haizzzz.........
What grates on my nerves is that I don't like to be this way. This way means always feeling negative/depressed/stressed. A few years ago, someone commented on me,
"Eh, how do you always keep being happy yea? You are always relaxed, even when everyone is feeling the heat!"Frankly, I missed those days. Not because I didn't have problems that days, but I've always been able to find the lighter side of things, no matter what the situation is.
Anyway, I guess it's time to make a move. If it's a change that I want, then I must make the change, not wait for my surroundings to change to my liking.
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Oh well, time is ticking.. It won't be long until the last week of studies now, and then we'll have the final exams, the presentations and viva. Hopefully I'll be able to finish my labworks by the first week of April.
And to all my dear friends, especially the ones who never fails to make me smile, thank you people! You are the ones who kept me going.. And even though sometimes I didn't want to share my problems, just know that I just didn't want you to be dragged down in this. Your presence beside me is all I need. Really!
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Love y'all!
And thanks for reading..